Musings

Yesterday was a very interesting day. The air was very charged with emotion and energy. It was a day where we celebrate and hounour those who fought and died for our country in all the wars gone before. It is also nearing Samhain for us and I believe that had an impact too!
For a few hours there was this really intense feeling. A feeling like I was on the brink, or sitting in front of a mirror and all I needed to do was reach through and I would find truth.
I dont know that I did reach through....

Message

Spirits Crowding
The shaman speaks
Eagle Owl Raven Bear & Boar
A vision A message
A mirror appears
An answer on the other side
TO move through the looking glass
Hand to reach through mercury
To know to see
HOW?
A chance to know
HOW?
Truth, Power, to learn

Within

I am the journey through the night
I am the lesson wrong and right
I am starlight
I am moon
I am sunrise
I am noon
I am the water rushing by
I am the blessing to laugh to cry
I am the story of the blinded son
I am the race before its run
I am the snake that bites its tail
I am the shadow beyond the sail
I am the sleep that comes at will
I am the promise the fates fulfill
I am renewal
I am resource
I am always
I am source

Iseras Firnyndr

Through the cycle of times I wait
In stillness not a harsh word spoken
Wise in justice impartial
There is victory, there is transformation

I am the tree
My Acorns dropped I am reborn
I am the tree
My leaves coloured I am transformed
I am the tree
My truth held I am stillness
I am the tree
My wisdom shared I am success

Breaking the Constraints

I struggle to be real
To be all that I truly feel
I want to find where I belong
To the place I have known all along
I want to free my soul
Contained in this hollow hole
I live in societies constraints
Full of lis and pain complaints
I am not whole I am pretend
I long for this deception to end
I am me not what they see
They fear what I say they wont hear
They lack understanding and conception
They lock me in my deception
I am not free
I am not me
I hide. I lie. I lose. I cry
Forgetting how to fly
Put me down and lock my soul
But you cannot restrain me whole
I break free one step and then
I am free to truly begin

A thought

Draw together reason, logic, madness, sinpiration, creativity, possibility, reality, imagination, passion and probability. Meld them into one and reach past them. See the end of the world where it does not finish. See the universe inside you and watch it reflect back around space, capture time and remove existance, know and feel past nothing and everything and then you can harness power.

Ambrosia

Feed of my life
Sink your teeth
deep
Feel the flow of my pulse
Taste the blood of my power
Drink me long
Drink me deep
Off the edge
Take the leap
Into eternity
Go there with me
See the Gods in
Me Heavenly

Walk through the wall

My husband and I have been discussing different concepts of reality. We were discussing what would really be happening if some one walked through a wall. Would it be
..To the person walking through who manifests there own reality there is no wall (there is no spoon) so they are merely walking the illusion is not theirs but the person viewing it who sees the wall that is not there to the walker
...The person is a part of the whole, they are part of the wall the wall is part of them and so it is simply being at one with the wall and then seperate again
...The person can can change themselves at a molcular lever as well as the wall and moves through the space the wall does not take up

There were many other ideas. It is an interesting concept. I would be keen to hear any others ideas here or email me.

Autumn Equinox

Found the scribbles I wrote at the Autumn Equinox when we were visiting in the Wairongamai valley
None of them are fully coherant and some will in turn be used for other things but I thought I would post the ramblings here

In this place of nature I have found a seat
A rock
Between two boulders strong
Each takes me to olde days
Olde times of those gone by
The moss so ancient lies flat
Spiral after spiral
The eternal symbol that gates the Otherworld

I have seen an olde one
I see only white
But my soul recognises
Knows
I am welcome

A calling for the Equinox

Moonlight Sunlight rising here
Power of Water & Air
Hail to the guardians of the East

Power of the Mother Earth
Guiding us from Death to Birth
Hail to the Guardians of the South

Power of both Air and Water
From the breath of blessed daughter
Hail to the Guardians of the West

Power of the living Fire
Flame to show, flame to inspire
Hail to the guardians of the North

Hidden power of the soul
Running within all we know
Hail to the power Divine

As the Season turns today
Reflect on blessings granted
Equal hours night and day
We reap what we have planted.

Thoughts in the rain

These words came to me from the rain this morning

Water on the Green
Wash me clean
Falling on my soul

Water water everywhere
Dancing in the autumn air
I can feel it on my skin
Cleansing
Without
Within
The air is charged with elemental power
My soul unfolding surging like the flowre

The strings sing about the trees
The drum beats as droplets fall
Hand to earth my spirit aflame
I dance the answer the call

Can you fell what I feel
Though space and time divide us

Céad Mile Fáilte

A hundred thousand welcomes to Caer Cyrdai. The home of this bard. I am Jai. To find out more about me I suggest you visit my website and visit the Caer there. This is my blog for my creative thoughts and musings, for my thoughts on things spiritual and for sharing about my journey on the path of Druid. Feel free to leave comments and thoughts of your own.

Brightest Blessings